Kai's Dreamland

End of Internship!!

2012-01-28T00:13:00.003+08:00

Yoooohoooooooo!!!! Finally finally completed my compulsory internship!!! :D :D :D

hahahaz my seniors are really too nice to me... yesterday treated me... today treated me again... Everyone so nice to me then keep telling me not to join kpmg unless I really 想不开.... hahahaz wah lao. Issit reverse psychology to make me want to join or issit they dont like me so much don``t want me to join them!! ahahahahahahz!! But whatever it is, i`m EXTREMELY thankful to have been able to work with the CS team for 2 whole months! I remember at the start of the internship I was very satisfied and wondered whether I would still feel the same by the end of it. I can safely say now, I am very heypi! :D Enjoyed the internship alot AND the people there. Memorable 2 months! Too bad clarissa, chinling and the managers not in my parting photo :( Will def miss them all :'(

Also abit disappointed today cos of a small matter... but its ok!! :D heeeee.

Monday zichar dinner with jc peeps!!!! ahahahaha so seldom go eat zi char with friends... so special! really thank sheeenie for organising :D Wheee.. must remind myself to take more photos! :D

School starting on Monday.... looks like a very very stressful semester ahead! arghhh. hahahaha but then again, I can always choose not to stress myself :D lol. what should i do? To stress or not to stress lol. I kept telling myself one last sem and then i can relax.... the whole world is persuading me to chiong for first class argh. hahahaha. If i work hard enough i think i can scrape it.... but imagine the trade off :( lol. kan zhe ban! hahahah if i plan to relax in my grades then i must have other achievements to make up for it! :D

and ohmytians... I need to exercise more.... my pants became tighter over the CNY looool. and eat more fruits... lol. got scared when i read this news on fb about this 17 yo girl eating McDonald's nuggets and potatoes since age 2 until finally collapse cos never eat vege and fruits ahahahahz. i no veg so must eat more fruitss!! yummsss!! must buy more pure fruit juices to drink as well ahahahaha.

Happy CNY!!!

2012-01-22T23:01:00.002+08:00

Had a super duper amazing tuan yuan fan with my family tonight! ahahahz. All the good stuff... baoyu haisheng yupiao ganbei + steamboat all my fav fish squid pig's stomach + fried chicken and sotong balls and lots of other stuff houmaidogsssss... yummmmmmmms!!!! hahha last year was overseas didn't get to enjoy all these good stuff... love my mum's cooking!!! :D :D :D

Just took my last shower of the 2011 rabbit year and washeddd away all my bad luck from this year as a rabbit! Starting a fresh new DRAGON year!! From all the chinese horoscopes i read... seems like my rabbit luck is generally not too bad in the dragon year! yeahhhha!!!

hahaha! Been watching alot of korean variety shows recently... Running Man, Pretty Boys for T-ara and Heroes(not the angmoh one) lol. all very funny!! aahahahz. Despite being celebrity IDOLS, they can neglect their image and confidently express their natural self on tv and do all the childish/diulian/bitchy actions... :D no wonder so nice to watch.

In this Dragon year, i hope to become an even more confident person and confident talker!! But yet remain cute and happy as a bunny heee :D tataz! Happy CNY!!!!!!

Wheee!

2012-01-20T00:06:00.002+08:00

hahaa heypi :D had dinner with the full CS team! at Din Tai Fung.. ahahahahz.. Enjoyed it! Even though i'm still not yet fully myself around them..

3 days of internship left! =\ Will get to meet all my uni friends soon! But then, will miss the CS team :( During these 2 months.... never really got to know other interns very well since they are always out on their engagements... end up stick to my own engagement team's associates quite alot.. will miss them T.T esp junyu and clarissa hahah the 2 of them are really funny and helped me alot :D and chinlingggg who taught me soooooooo much.. dunno whether i'll still see them if i return to kp :( abit sad!! Luckily today dinner i suggested to take photo! :D At least can retain happy memories of our abalone lou hei :D

Today went to rsm chio lim the corp sec at wilkie edge near dhoby ghaut to do stat audit for a few CS entities hahahaz. wah lao eh no wonder the firm is called chio lim ... the corp sec is quite pretty lol..

and tmr going k at night! hahahahaz with errr.. ohmytians goodness knows who LOL. but doesn't matter hahaha. Can expand my pathetic social circle :D

want to type more de... but falling asleep lol.. so better stop naos :) wheee good nights and sweet dreams to moiself! buais bloggie!

2 weeks internship left

2012-01-13T20:00:00.002+08:00

End of another week of work!! hahaha i think this week has been the most eventful week of my internship so far!!!

Monday: Finally finished all the stupid castings and stuff hahahaz. Got to do some edits on eAudit and some work allocation thingy... + monday blues... haha so not worth mentioning.

Tuesday: Paintball session for all kp interns lol. First time in my life playing paintball ahahahaz wore my no.4 army uniform :) teamed with chinnam zixin and yingbin and we lost quite badly hahahahahaha! but nvm i enjoyed the company. Personally i didnt find paintball particularly fun lol... got too much 'army feel' to it. but at least i can now proudly proclaim that i've played it before :D so its still a great experience!! :D ahaha and today i realised actually alot of girls play liao paintball got big big orcehs :o hengggg arh i neyber kena :D and pay is in! $682 for one month's worth of saikang. Pathetic lol. Didnt even get my cab fare claims... apparently expenses claims will only be approved later :(

Wednesday: Had to do my internship goal setting and appraisal... lols. Different seniors whom i've worked for have to rate my performance. I'm so touched that the seniors gave me so good ratings even though all i did was saikang :o "Exceeded expectations" omg lol. How did i exceed expectations doing casting and photocopying and dispatch hahahahahaz. Maybe cos i did my saikang still smile smile and never complain maybe tt exceeds their expectations? LoL. ok la, but i never de zui anyone at least i guess :D i'm too friendly heee. Very thankful to all my wonderful seniors, i feel really lucky to be working with them!

Thursday: oh my tians!!! For the first time in my whole internship i went down to CS's office at changi!!!! :D For half a day lol damn fail hahahaz. BUT STILL, the job there is so much more interesting!!! followed junyu to interbiew the dept on their employee screening process and check the documentations, and clarissa to interview on the controls procedures.. interesting!!!!! i like :D and had lunch at texas chicken lol. First time eating... chicken normal and whipped potato below standards.. not that great imo... ahahahaz

Friday: Training!! LOVED today's training because of the cheesecake hahahahaha! imba naise. got blueberry and strawberry fruits on top somemore oh my tianssss heavenly.... speaking of cakes, heypi bday to kq!! hahahaz wah lao the tax appreciation lesson was SUPERRRR BORLENGS though! Totally bth lol.

Staring and staring at my charts now... using my mental power to will EURUSD pair to fall!!! Short term target 1.2764! Time passes VERY fast when looking at the 1min time frame charts lol. looking at each candle stick rise and fall buzhibujue then few hours liao lol. I actually enjoy watching the candles :o hopefully one day i can be so profitable trading fx that i don't need to work anymore.. just laze around read some news and click a few buttons lol. c'est mon reve!! will continue to work towards it :D

Wheeee!!! all in all a fulfilling week!!! :D

lonely

2012-01-08T23:36:00.002+08:00

hahaha another weekend of rotting at home! xD finished watching the whole 13 ep Fate/Zero anime!! Saber!!! lolll watched it in jap avec les sous-titres en francais! :D je suis fier de moi-meme that i managed to understand most of it!

Hahahaha! and looking forward to watching the finals of the newest 华人星光大道! who will win!?!?! shall know tmr :D

Parents coming home from their penang cruise tmr wheee! Love my daddy mummy! ahahaha :))

hmmm i actually like weekdays more than weekends now... Weekdays at least got work, got pple to interact with, got markets to watch... whereas during weekends, time seems to pass painfully slow... so slow that boredom and loneliness sets in :( almost succumbed to playing computer games to pass time but managed to restrain myself... Tried to read stuff but fall asleep easily... watching shows whole day long is boring also.

I'm going to register for theory this week! so 大一个人 already still can't drive oh my tiansssss hahahaz... But since now got so much more free time.. can go learn driving liao :D

and I'm in love with t-ara and davinchi's song "We Were in Love".... very very nice....

tataz nites bloggie!!

Lovey Dovey

2012-01-06T00:32:00.005+08:00

Ahahahahaha! now the korean girl group trend change liao!!!

Having sexy LEGS is no longer a competitive advantage!! Everyone has them lol.

Now the focus is..... ARMPITS o.O hahahahaha! *loves* watch t-ara's new song heee can't help staring at their armpits esp soyeon's... so white omg <3

lobey dobey!! loll really can take my mind off all the unheypi things :D

gonna be a slack training day today at work loll.... yawnss!!!!

Lovey Dovey

2012-01-02T14:10:00.003+08:00

Yayy!!! 22 min lovey dovey mv is out!! whee... and i'm the 72nd person to watch it on youtube!! despite my constant refreshing in an attempt to be first 10 :( hahaha so no life xD

Not easy to be 72nd hokaysss!! by the time i finished watching the video, the viewcount jumped to 303 already!! :o :o :o But still... here's my victorious screenshot! :D hahaha

Why korean songs so many song titles like that one hahahaha... what roly poly, lovey dovey, funny hunny... LOL cute :D

End of 2011, Start of 2012

2011-12-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

how can i not blog today... its the last day of 2011.... and start of 2012

hahaha so what have i achieved in 2011???

hmmm i think my biggest achievement is having gone for exchange to belgium... 7 months... my first time away for so long :o being independent (even though i didnt really take care of myself very well lol) but at least i survived xD hahaha... and travelling most of europe with nicole... experiencing so many things that i've never seen before... haz although eventually breaking up... i don't think i'll ever forget this episode of my life... when i think back i still feel sad.... but ahhh! in 法证先锋 3.... the Pro Sir and Eva got divorced after getting married for close to 10 years and having a daughter already then they realise they couldn't get along... i can't imagine if that happens to me :'( My dream is to have a lasting marriage and a happy family! :)

my second achievement is... despite not having done well this sem, i think i can pretty safely secure my 2nd upper honours liao even if i don't do well for the last 1.5 years... haha really really too tired to compete with people for what first class... satisfied can liao.. 开心就好!! my mum says i 没有斗志... i admit i'm a lazy person to begin with haahaha... but i just want to lead a simple life and be happy... i'm already beginning to find it harder and harder to smile nowadays..

on episode 25 of 法证先锋 3 already... hahahz i like the family/romance part more than all the investigation parts... i feel happy when the couples who should get together come together... when can i find my perfect match :(

ahahahha! wtswtswts im emoing.. okok 2012 new year i must start anew!! must 振作!! you can do it!! i have confidence in you mkh!! :) 新的一年新的开始！:) may i find happiness in everything i do!!

Happy New Year!!

TVB

2011-12-30T12:32:00.004+08:00

ahahahah i've finally chionged finish 鱼跃在花见 at 4+am this morning! My first completed hk drama in a longgggggg longgggg time... :D

The drama is really good! Highly recommend!! Acting is real, cast is good, story is interesting (sushi making!!).. and watching it motivates me alot! Teaches me that I must persevere to succeed.... teaches me that I must treasure people around me and my family.. kinship... forgiveness...

Often, I feel watching dramas is a waste of time... entertainment niaa. But this show has made me think otherwise! not only is it entertaining, its highly educational :D Not just about life! but i also learnt about different types of fish and sushi tasting! :D

I think I shall find another tvb drama to watch for the weekend :)

and I should go and start learning driving soon! and continue to 钻研 forex :D starting on 法证先锋3 today :D hohohohohohohohoho.

2011-12-25T07:53:00.002+08:00

lol. A leopard can never change its spots. A liar will always remain a liar...

Sick and tired of this.. i don't give a shit anymore.

Wheee

2011-12-22T01:09:00.003+08:00

Ok a quick post before i sleep :))

Met hr for lunch @ golden shoe today!! omy... been sometime since we talked... and i realised how noob i am.. im a total foreigner in raffles place.. dunno where's anything lol. use GPS for everything xD then hr is my tourguide :D hahaha but the bubble tea drink liao got slight headache!! i think nv sleep well + drink too cold... for eskimos de haha

Then at night... went for the team dinner!!! :D heypi hahaha... i like the CS team from FS 133!! Even though i'm only an intern... can tell they really tried to involve me in their activities and discussions and stuff... touched :'( hahahaz.

bbq christmas team dinner lol... lots and lots of hotdogs omg... eat until in the end no stomach to eat alot of the good stuff like the sotong and fish!! arghh hahahz! but was really quite fun to see everyone chit chat/ bicker/ tease each other like friends... hahahaz tempting me to join them in the future :o loll

too bad my senior not feeling well left very early :( but i still received this from her for the gift exchange! she even wrote me a note!! ahhh... even though i'm just an intern for 2 months T.T touched again and heypi! :)

haha i really think im enjoying this internship much more than i was expecting :D People are nice and friendly... always have chance to have lunch with my friends still.. i still rmb almost one year ago my 4 weeks at AT was torturous lol. now already 3 wks pass le and i'm still pretty positive :)

arghhhh but my results this sem!! lollll especially my advanced audit grade... *faints* but NO MORE pure auditing or financial accounting modules! YAY!!!! I think i'm really similar to another of my senior... she told me she's always been lousy at financial accounting and better in risk management and law this kind of modules lol i totally feel the same.. rahs..

oh well!! so late liao time to sleep! tmr still got to go bedok to do CIP project houmaidogs.

WOW!

2011-12-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

hahahaha omg!! Came across this video today... Pokemon has changed so much since 10+ years ago!!! lmao... it actually looks alot better now.. no more Pikachu... main pokemon is now.. Vulpix?? lol damn funny...

hahahaz.. am super confused now >.< ah well.. but nvm! watching xing guang da dao helps to take my mind off things :))

and smrt seriously sucks.. lol... they should really go take erjp's lessons on crisis management and business continuity planning lmao

:)

2011-12-15T22:41:00.003+08:00

back again! :) whee... keeping up keeping up!

Nearing the end of my 2nd week of internship at kpmg liao :o so fast!! :D

hhaahz i got to use the BLOOMBERG TERMINAL at work!! :D heypiis! even though i'm a total noob at it... at least now i can do basic navigation! :D hahah though its just a small task like checking interest rates oops... At least its a saikang where i'm learning sth :)

Today I did sth very bad... i accidentally hai4 one of the g1s... :( cos i went to ask the senior to explain sth to me then she went to scold the g1 for not making his explanations clear :( sadd... so sorry to Kelvin even though u won't read this blog!! haishh

Had lunch with jh and kq today ahaha... why go to amoy omg so farrrrrrrrr then in the end rain somemore.. almost couldnt return lols.. xD but very glad we met up! :D i really need to meet up with my friends more often... whether its old friends or new friends... need to spend more time with all my wonderful friends!!

So... I going to try my very best to live by a new rule from now on! :) People who are nice towards me I must treat them better! As for people who aren't nice to me well... hahaz... I shouldn't try too hard also... Didn't really follow this in the past... as a result I've lost many people who're nice to me... and spent too much time and effort on others... So one-sided.. How stupid of me :( da4 ben4 dan4!

training tml oh noes.... hahaz sians! better sleep early today these few days tooooo tired :(

A post about elites...

2011-12-09T20:18:00.005+08:00

hahahaha i'm DESTINED to be a non-elite forever lols...

lols ohh manss hahahz today went for lunch with 2 of my new intern friends.... they are really nice people... but seriously totally TOO elite.... so elite that I feel like an alien :o

hokayss so this is how the story goes...

Most of the interns went out for engagements today... so i thought i'd have lunch with junyu and his friends the ntu g2s... whom I feel are my frequency... but then halfway 2 of my fellow unit interns came back for lunch :o one of them from SMU de... another one from Australian uni ahahahz they are v nice ask me if I wanna go lunch wib them... so hokays i thought must bond with other interns abit so went with them :)

Hahaz so they wanted to eat the beef noodles... (which i just ate 2 days ago T.T) but ish hokayss! since they neber eat before and the beef noodles also quite nice so i also sui bian... hahhaz... but ish jin scary... houmaidogs... firstly cos they are angmohpai ones... i've mixed with quite a lot of angmohpai pple in RI and RJC so i thought okayss doesnt matter i can speak english also mah LMAO... and i was after all from angmoh speaking schools and some of my v good friends are also angmohpai =\

BUT NO!! lolll i was totally at a loss for words... wts.. the things they talk about... staying on landed property... what monitor lizards snakes crawl into their house... what monkey run from the reservoir area and hang near their windows... which celebrities are their neighbours.... elite sports like golf.... what parents being big bosses and v gum with their auditors....

houmaidogsss T.T wts! hallo! i stay in a HDB 10th storey only got mosquito and ants and lizards. my parents ish no big boss.. ish retired teacher... my neighbour ish normal household... i pray table tennis at hdb void deck onli not golf or wakeboardss :(

Then after lunch... we just walked around then they stopped by at this elite looking place for coffee... its not even starbucks or coffeebean... :o its some v angmoh looking place :o :o :o wah raos!!! I feel like i'm in a foreign country! If anyone is wondering... i took a photo of my elite looking coffee... LOL i think I really became an alien to them also when I took photo of my kopi... HAHA but dont care!! oooh i just realised my phone is moar elite than theirs omg hahahaha.

Here it is!

hahhahahahahz!! its like.. i can't deny they are really friendly and nice but really from a different world.... A world that's far far away from mine xD lols. really can see the rich poor divide between us.

but nvm!! i may come from a not so well to do family but I'M PROUD OF IT! RAWRS. hahaha i envy how come they can be so rich and live so comfortably without caring about things that common people like me care a lot about... hahaha but I'm proud that I'm from a humble family and i think i learn more coming from such a background :))

KPMG

2011-12-06T21:55:00.003+08:00

2nd day at KPMG!! haahahaaha... must start to blog riaos... if not later nth to write for my reflections after the internship :)

ok! i kind of think i made a good choice to intern here! :D

haha WHY?

Firstly, the people here are naise :) at least my engagement team is... they all seem like v nice people... with lots of smilesssss thats what i like ahahaz :) :) :) im the only intern in this team.... the other fellow interns in the same unit are also v friendly!! hmm im the noobest intern :( all of them intern here before lol. And they returned to kp again?! is kp really so attractive?? hahahaz maybe... at least i'm having a good first impression. Ok.... interns wise they are really friendly la... just hmm maybe abit different frequency from me cos they more angmohpai (3 from SMU 2 from aus uni) while im moar cheenapai... so got abit of language barrier lmao. but they are really friendly and helpful... always helping the noobie kpmg intern here :D

perm staff wise... ahahaha today i met like 5 just freshly grad from ntu this year from my fs unit... they are v friendly too! ahahaz so kind of them to ask me to join them for lunch.. tried out the famous beef noodles there (luckily im free thinker) :D abit expensive but tastes good! and they are quite funny lol... the kind of things they say are more understandable to me... like "wahh ur skin so dark wont u absorb more heat? reply: are u trying to imply i look hot??" hahaha stupid things like tt lol but v familiar to my ears. Then there's only one NUS grad and she's also v caring.... like ask me whether i've eaten things like tt... :)

Then the seniors.... hahahaha almost all girls!! lol. so xingfu hor. lol. but they v nice also... they keep smiling and helping me out when i dunno how to do stuff... when i dunno how to use the telephone... teaching me how to print things xD lols... the whole atmosphere just quite relaxed la... like i see alot of smiles and hear small jokes and laughter around my spirits will be lifted as well :D :D :D

And its not just the laughter!!! haha my team leader or whatever they call it asked me this question which made me INSTANTLY feel connected: "ehhh 你会不会讲话语?" ahahaha YES YES 当然会!!! please speak mandarin to me!!! :D i feel soooooo muchhhhh more comfortable speaking in mandarin!!!

ahahah...

Secondly, the culture! lols at 5.30pm sharp today the seniors started chasing all the interns away "你们快点回家 lehh... 不然我们会被骂" hahhhahahahaha so funny!!! Of course im happy to go home early... but i feel that this really reflects the overall company culture... the "Tone at the Top"... it just shows their culture is slightly more cincai... not so strict like some companies that must force interns to work like perm staff... i dunno how to explain. hahaz i just feel that the overall mood gave me a pretty good first impression of the company. ok just FIRST impression... i hope it proves to be right as i work my way through these 2 months.... hahaha... but already got good anchor liao as erjp will say lol.

Thirdly... hmm no more thirdly lol. I think people and the atmosphere is most important in work lol. 开心就好!! gives me more motivation to work also. :) ok even though the work im involved in today is a wee bit sian... hahah summarising correspondences for the client... but hey im on my 2nd day only can't expect much!! i think its v good already... at least its more intellectual than photocopying stuff like my prev job -.- lmao!

ok overall i'm still pretty satisfied!! the cheenapai-ness... the friendly staff... the overall atmosphere.... good good! only don't like having to wake up early :( hahahahaz. yay!

I wonder how's everyone in other big 4s doing?? :)

Internship starting soon :(

2011-12-03T15:21:00.005+08:00

ahhhhhhhhh.... 2 more days to start of KPMG internship!! After i'll be busy busy T.T and i still haven't revamped my blog template... feeling sho razyyyyyy.....

but i think going for internship will be better than my current dying of boredom lols... Hope i can meet nice people there!! :) This is so primary schoolish... everytime exams i'll look forward to hols... then hols abit boring look forward to going back to school/work and meeting people again... then when work start i want hols xD the cycle just goes on and on...

Anw i've finally received my package!! yay!! no more battery woes EVER AGAIN for my sgs2 :D hahaha i think i can few days don't charge also no problem :D heee sad for iphone users can't change battery got to buy those bulky external battery packs :D SGS2 ROCKS!!

ahahaz.... so bored that i sang another 3 songs... having dinner with dajiejie later yay :) havent met her for so long.... but the sky so gloomy!! arghhh.. oh noes as i type it just started raining liaos.

Cry Cry: hahahaz i really love this song.... but i realise korean style singing is totally different from chinese...

纯文艺恋爱: I think my slow and low songs improved compared to those i sing a few years ago :D maybe because more 历炼 ahahaha experience more in life now :)

火柴天堂: Since I sang a low key song liao i wanna try a high key song... but didn't like the chorus of the banzou... too fast i had to rush to catch up... But i think i did okayy for the front part..

MAMA 2011

2011-11-29T23:43:00.005+08:00

Ahahaha i've completed my photoshop project today :D Here it is!

ahahaahah and i finished watching MAMA 2011 :o lol cos everyone seems to be talking about it.

and i didn't regret watching :D the performances were really very entertaining.... AWESOME..

ahahah never really liked korean male groups/artists in the past so never really took notice of them.... but I have to admit i'm very impressed by suju's and beast's performances :o better than snsd's in fact.... even though i like snsd, "the boys" song is seriously not very naise :(

Hyuna was ssssexayyy! but she didnt sing... lol... only danced... but still :o hahahaha i always thought she v slutty... but why she looks so innocent when she speaks normally :o

Koda Kumi lol. At the red carpet i think she stun tio when the hosts spoke to her in korean ahhahaha. and her performance... hmmm the slow song not v nice i think she didnt kai1 sang3... but the dance song was not bad la :D but she getting old liao loll.

Fann Wong lmao wts dress as policeman?? *faints* i think singapore celebs really pale in comparison to koreans haiz.

Miss A was good too! liked their kungfu dance performance very much ahahaha :D

2ne1... never really liked them cos of their zhao4 xing2... too extreme for me... but gratz to them for winning so many awards lols

Black eyed peas was damn funny!! paste iPad on face HAHAHA damn creative idea lmfao.

SNSD!!! ahhhhhhhhhh <3 SNSD... doesnt matter if the performance is abit disappointing... they all look nice and pretty in white :D and Yuri's voice was soooo nice when she speaks :D

Beast... Fiction hahahah... ok thats the only song i know =\ the yoseob or whoever... the camera kept filming him lols... =\ no comments though cos no eye candy for me

Super Junior's performances were pretty good i must say. seemed like they put in alot of effort :o they really shine on the stage hahaz.. pretty good dancing

Yeaah! overall i enjoyed watching!! :D this is like one of the few times i actually watched TELEVISION instead of computer this year lol.

exams over!!!

2011-11-28T14:47:00.003+08:00

AHAHA! EXAMS OVER!!!! :D :D :D YAY!!!!!

ok i think i reeeeeally did v badly this semester... cos of everything that happened... then very distracted hahahaz.. looks like luck is really not on my side this rabbit year! but nvm! :) this year is gonna end soon next year will be dragon year and my luck will be better according to this zodiac master i was watching on youtube... not the best! but at least better :) am looking forward to it!!

ahhaha... now that exams over suddenly dont feel like doing anything liao.. as usual... during exam time i could think of so many things to do after exams... now im feeling LAZY again lol. ok but i should really get out my tablet and practice draw.... bought a few years back for close to 300 bucks wor :( if nv use very wasted hahaz..

wheeee!!! am going to start planning my masterpiece :)

Loneliness

2011-11-22T17:24:00.003+08:00

:) I'm keeping up with my blogging! yay hahaha.

I need to find a hobby!!! like a proper sustainable hobby.

So emozzz.... haha i was mugging my stats halfway T.T turned around and saw the rabbit soft toy that she gave me and i felt depressed again :( then can't study anymore.... ahhhh... what happened to the super focused never-distracted me in the past!!! ahhhh!!!

My thoughts will start to wander to emo things whenever im feeling sianzz.... so need to find something to occupy myself until i totally forget the emo stuff! :D like drawing or singing hahaz. i like both! omg im so artistic~~ the partner i spoke to that day was right.... accountants are all too boring and serious xD i should spice up my life! and carry on learning french too :D ahahahaha later end up become like rachel learning thai liddat "chan chi rachel khaaa~~ xoxo" loL

ahahah. so random :D

bloggie bloggie u've been so guai... im so going to redress u with a brand new custom-made template after my exams :) probably a T-ara + Orange Caramel + SNSD theme LOL. Maybe i'll sandwich myself in the center of all of my favourite members heee. Pretty confident i haven't lost my photoshopping skills. Time to enjoy my old hobbies again!! :) Can't wait to draw on my dear old wacom tablet again <3

Yoona Yuri Taeyeon Jiyeon Eunjung Soyeon Lizzy cyaall on my blog soon!! Muackks~~

on a side note.. shitt... my writing sounds like a primary school kid when i'm not using all the accounting/finance technical jargon T.T

Making an effort to blog

2011-11-16T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hello! i'm back again my bloggie :) Haha see i'm making an effort to blog!! :)

Feeling much better after 1 week :) in fact, i think i'm feeling totally fine, apart from feeling a wee bit lonely sometimes. but its normal i guess :)

Hahahaz i've sung 3 songs in the past week! :o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VO42oqZIehE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gyc0B3HojZw
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlE5yrz_KQ0

Lol i can't believe this xD i have so much to study but yet im doing such wuliao things lol.

Went for the nus accounting board meeting lunch yesterday... Like only 5 students or so went loL. The rest are all the profs and the big shot board members :o hahahaha but it actually turned out to be pretty interesting :) talked to prof miaobin he said he'll be teaching accounting theory next sem :o hahaha will he be giving files again? loL i still have 3 clear folders from him from the mgt accounting module xD The food was quite good. If anyone gets an invitation, highly recommend to go lol.

Anw... I've been doing some serious thinking about what i really want... lol... end up my conclusion is still the same as years ago... i just want to be happy xD don't need to be very rich... just earn enough money to live comfortably... not stressing myself over study and work... hopefully can spend more time with my loved ones and good friends... find the love of my life, get married, have children and enjoy life with my family happily ever after xD very simple... haha but i havent achieved any single part of it yet... lols...

1) Study: Ha. I'm v proud of myself to have decided on my study priority liao. I'm just going to do my best to maintain a 2nd upper honours. Forget about first class ba. Let the elite pple go compete amongst themselves.

2) Work and Money: if i'm going to start out in some audit firm or bank, i'll probably have no life :( will be stressed everyday lols. Can I tahan thru the few years? or do i want to do it?? argh... hard to say... I think it really depends on the environment... I imagine that i can fit better in an audit firm even though work is boring but at least i guess got more time to chitchat with colleagues and stuff hahaz... People who want to work in banks seem v competitive... don't think i can get along v well with them... :( haiz... oh well worry about that later lol. If only I can be some sort of professional institutional trader =\ i think that'll be great :) and sounds like something i'll enjoy too lol.. Tough roads ahead... Hais, nvm meanwhile let me learn to invest my money first.

3) Love: HAha. where to find love? I may have lost my first love... but 我还是要幸福.... hahaz Hebe's song not bad. Hmm.... this is a tough one as well lol.

I need someone who can feel happy with me and smile/laugh alot... That'll make me happy as well cos i like to entertain :) Haha. someone who doesn't lose temper easily would be good.. cos i have a pretty good temper as well xD Someone I feel comfortable with. Someone who THINKS the same way as me... haha the last criteria is newly added de. Nicole and I... I was happy with her, and I was comfortable with her... but our thinkings were too different... prob because of the family culture's influence ba.. Never really felt v comfortable around her parents. hmm.. oh i forgot the most impt criteria: NO SMOKING/DRUGS. haha i sound like a girl dreaming of the perfect guy -.-! bah... at most i just love IU and Orange Caramel ba :)

sians. i don't feel like doing revision =\ so distracted.

I'm back, blogger...

2011-11-11T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hello my dear bloggie... sorry for neglecting you for the past..... 2 years... alot has happened... i have had so many commitments that i've totally neglected you... i'm so sorry... but now i'm back because i need you.. a place.. for me to release my emotions..

Many people know me as an optimistic person, a very happy person, a 开心果... and to be honest, that's what i aspire to be as well. My motto in life has always been 开心就好! And all has gone well for the past 2 years... and maybe that's why I felt there was no need to come here to pen down my thoughts... my emotions... and even to keep a record of my activities..

But now im back to u bloggie. Sorry if i treat u so badly... I really need a place to release my emotions... you are the best k. only u stay faithfully by my side, waiting for me in silence for so many years...

Ever since I got together with nicole, i've been a really happy person. That's not saying there weren't any sad moments between us... but most of the time, i was really happy... its my first relationship and i felt what its like to love someone... and what its like to have someone loving me for the first time... other than my parents..

Well, I have to thank yifan... he was the one who introduced me to her. Afterwhich, we eventually felt that we clicked really well and so we got together. Unlike in ah niu's song, for me, 我很丑, 也不温柔... Apart from having a good heart, and being relatively optimistic. and an okay brain, I don't really have any qualities that will attract girls... I'm also stubborn, and don't know how to please girls. zzz.

And this caused me to lose the relationship. I have been too stubborn. I thought we were doing okay... we were practically glued to each other... travelling Malaysia, Taiwan, China, and spending 6 months in Europe together... its almost like 同居... I felt like I could be myself with her.. truly myself when I'm with BB.. and I really loved that feeling. And although sometimes she would complain I wasn't loving enough... I thought everything was alright... because I know deep down I loved her... and she loved me. As long as that remains, we can be together forever.

Right now... all i could think of are the sweet moments.... the little things that we did together.... shopping in the night markets in taiwan wearing colourful raincoats... hahaz it was so funny. the magical moments when i kissed bb... when she just lay in my arms and we would hug each other... sharing a single giant cup bubble tea... the time when she lost her winter gloves she lost her temper as well and we went all over the place looking for the same pair... in China doing a cip project together when most team members didn't like her (partly cos of me as well), but we stayed strong together... I still remember she fell sick... her eyes had some sort of infection... I was really worried...

And then in Europe... this was the most memorable part of our relationship... we managed to go for the same exchange programme at the same university Universite Catholique de Louvain despite me being from NUS and her being from SMU... 6 months of living together... that was when we realised there were some differences... I was a messy, lazy, passive person... she is a neat, organised, wants to do everything very early type of person. So we ended up arguing quite alot. But we practically only had each other to rely on... so despite everything... I felt our relationship strengthened... Yea... we travelled almost the whole of Europe and UK. I don't think I'll have such a chance ever.. ever again. Belgium, Netherlands... swiss alps, lakes, paris eiffel tower, germany italy spain austria hungary czech sweden iceland norway finland and england wales scotland.... lol omg. Now that I think about it, I don't think there are many couples who have travelled to so many places in their lifetime.. It was a backpacking budget trip yea... and BB was always complaining about walking too much or bag too heavy... but she stuck to me.. and once again, I felt we could be together forever. FOREVER.

But after returning to Singapore, everything changed. She went back to her school life, I went back to mine. She met an NTU exchange student in SMU... who tried to hit on her and treats her like a Queen. Listens to everything she says.. Pampers her.... Something which I totally sucked at. + he had better looks i guess. All these factors slowly accumulated and in the end, maybe she felt she deserved better... She does deserve better ba... I'm really bad at expressing my love, and i stubbornly feel that such pampering, such treatiing like a queen, CAN NEVER LAST. Eventually one party will get sick of it. At least, that's what i think. which is why i never did that.... BUT, she needs someone who can do that.

Yepp... so now i've lost her. i don't know what i'm feeling. I really really loved her and really thought we could be together forever... but now, I'm also disappointed. Extremely. All our time together meant nothing. The fact that we could be so comfortable with each other means nothing when someone treats her well. I don't know the actual facts, so maybe i'm abit harsh. I'm comparing this to something like a kid who will just follow a stranger who gives him sweets. She says I don't love her, but I do. I truly do.

Or rather, I truly DID. Because now she has shattered my heart. into un-mendable pieces. i don't hate her. She has her reasons and i understand, and also because i am stubborn on my side and obviously make no effort to treat her like the guy who wants to woo her. no matter what, now that she has left me, I dont think i can love her the same as I've done for the past 1039 days. Its really over this time i think. I'm feel sad just thinking about it. It was such a wonderful relationship while it lasted..

now when i try to look back... i realised... i indeed suck. I regret that almost 3 years of being together, and i've never keep track of all that we did, never really taken many pictures like couples do, that now when i think about our relationship... almost everything is just in my memory... Eventually when i grow old... I will forget about such a wonderful 1039 days I've had... and it will be lost. forever... It is such a sad thing.

2009-10-13T04:22:00.002+08:00

Let me introduce my cutee familyy! Fujitsu m1010, Sony Vaio P13, and Asus Eee 701 XD cute right? :)

came back from msia ytd!! can't believe i spent 2 full days of my elearning week + lots of $$$ in msia doing cip for the management project T.T luckily got BB to peiii me! :) lobbu!

haiiisss... now got to come up with a video presentation. hopefully i can recall how to do video editing :( haven't been playing with such programs for a v long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

moreee phoness!!

2009-09-24T02:07:00.012+08:00

hahahaha! so long nv blog! Since school started... But really i've not been very busy! lol. have been very slack... I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHY IS EVERYONE STUDYING SO HARD!!! OMG ITS ONLY THE FIRST YEAR!! recall the first 3 mths in jc... who got chiong until like that..? >.< anw, here are more phones that i've bought, played with, and sold XD

Meizu M8
oK. Haven't used the iphone before i used this. Its one of the most famous iphone clones in china =D the screen is really nice and bright, and touch screen is sensitive. the user interface works exactly like iphone too with dual touch. Whatever function the iphone has (wifi, camera etc), this phones has it. One thing it beats iphone in, is that it supports many video formats including rmvb, avi, etc. Only downside i hate about this phone is the lack of tons of apps like iphone XD and it doesnt look cool using an iphone CLONE. hahaha :)

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LG Crystal GD900
wow. wow. looks nice. transparent keypad that lights up in blue. super cool. but thats about all to the phone. Its heavy, the touch screen is not v sensitive (compared to meizu m8 or iphone), and the interface is abit laggy. but hey, it looks really cool. lol.

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iPhone 3G 16gb White
Finally! THE iPhone! lol. finally got to own it :D yay! ok it really rocks. v sensitive and smooth touchscreen, LOTS of apps to play with, looks cool, and has all the functions u usually look for in a phone (except radio). Many pple say iphone doesnt have bluetooth.. it does! ok, so its like almost perfect and everything, except for its price lol. i feel insecure carrying a 700-800 dollar phone around with me in my pocket. Afraid of getting robbed... afraid of losing it... afraid of scratching it... afraid of dropping it into the toilet bowl... omg la.
(this expensive phone warrants 2 pictures on my blog lol)

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HTC Magic
ahha! the HTC Magic... first time using a HTC and first time trying the Android OS... its kind of like windows mobile and symbian OS combined. haha, i find it quite funny that the instruction tells us to 'remove it from your pocket before sitting down'. Interface quite smooth and sleek. Shape is quite awkward though its an improvement from HTC Dream. Be careful of the rim.. the colour peels off quite easily...

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Samsung Omnia (the first one)
ok.. back to a more basic phone... Samsung Omnia! Always wondered how come the Omnia lasted for so long... since around this time last year singtel has been selling it until now its still available.. After using all the high end phones, the Omnia seemed quite lousy lol. Touch response is not very good. But it feels solid, and the stylus quite cute. haha. Omnia 2 is too expensive to try and i dont know if there's much improvement, maybe i'll try it someday ;)

lol so fun!

2009-08-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my mummm!!

Very full from the dinner XD

Goodbye phone!

2009-07-25T01:16:00.005+08:00

haha... haven't posted the pictures of the phones i played with!! XD heehee. my newest hobby is playing phones now =P must try out new phones once a month! haha.

1) My (6 months ago) dream phone: Samsung i8510 Innov8. Used from 10/7/09 sold on 19/7/09.

haha. quite a rare phone cos it EOL-ed quite early even though its actually better than omnia. good slide out phone with excellent specs but too bad no touch screen. Symbian OS. Amazing camera. The Asphalt 4 racing game included is fun too =D oh, and that squarish thing in the middle is actually an optical trackpad! (like the laptop mouse type) quite fun to play. Only qualm i had is that the wifi signal seems to be weaker than other phones. cannot detect some hotspots.

2) Sony Ericsson Xperia X1: Used from 20/7/09 sold on 24/7/09

heee. thought the slide out keyboard was damn cool so just try try. haha. maybe i couldnt get used to it in 5 days... smsing on it is actually slower and more troublesome! but using msn on it feels like using a mini computer. Everything is so small and difficult to click. the screen is too long. slightly fatter would have been better. But windows mobile has lots of cool apps to install. May lag at times, but looks wise definitely much nicer than innov8...

what phone am i going to try next!?! haha. maybe a nokia or htc.

KFC!

2009-07-18T01:36:00.004+08:00

hou mai dogz! I MADE A NEW DISCOVERY!! KFC secretly increase price for 2 piece chicken meal!!!!

Before (14 july'09):
Just now (17 July'09):

HAHAHA! im so proud that i made this discovery! i think im the first to find out!! :D

Sharing good stuff...

2009-07-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

For all of you who are reading this... haha do this for fun and check your email ;)

http://www.tigerbeer.com.sg/skytower/index.htm l

haha. free and good stuff must share!

Hi!

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We’ll be sending you your tickets by mail within a week.

And don’t forget to try Ice Freeze Tiger, the new way to enjoy Singapore's favourite brew at the Sky Bar (at Imbiah lookout).

But do so soon… this offer is valid for a limited time only!

Have a soaring good time!
Tiger Beer

Dilemma!!

2009-07-03T18:51:00.003+08:00

oh man.... i calculate until headache liao... can't tell which is more worth anymore...

Want to get a new phone... But i can't decide what's the best solution!!

Currently my mum's m1 contract has just expired.. so m1 is giving a $8/mth discount for subscribers not under any contract... meaning that, in 2 years. it would be 24 x $8 which is about $192 saved if i don't recontract and get a new phone...

If i get a new phone, say for example Samsung Jet, I have to pay $318 PLUS recontract for 2 years!! AND i no longer get the rebate of $192. That means i'm effectively paying a $510 + 2 year recontract for the phone...

Another option, if i want to get the rebate, is simply carry on with the rebate... no contract, and pay the standard online market price of $550 for a brand new Samsung Jet. That way, there will be no 2-year contract as well.

Haiiiiiiis~! No matter how i calculate now, it still seems like i have to pay a alot to get a new phone =( very confused!! i've always thought recontracting is the cheapest way of getting a phone. now im not so sure... headache arrrr... gah.

2009-06-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

wow.. been a long while since i posted...
oh mann... those who like to lean back and sleep on mrt.... be warned!! skarly things sticK to the back of ur head..

everything i own is so old..... i wanna change phone change specs buy new laptop!! arghhhh. no $$$$$$$$$$$$. must think of some way to generate money without working.

2009-06-02T23:51:00.002+08:00

haha.. food food food and more food!! Food expo was okayyy... got some interesting varieties... but most of the food at expo weren't exactly cheaper than outside =(

haha! but nothing at the expo can beat the cake we had at great world city! Read online many pple recommending the tiramisu cake at some Da Paolo Gastronomia place.. Thought it was a restaurant (the name sounded like one)... but turned out to be a cake shop! XD ok to be fair the cake didnt look very nice in that squarish tupperware it came in... but both the taste and texture were heavenly! its rich and so wonderfully creamy! Wasn't exactly feeling hungry at that time, but its like the more u eat it the more you want it!! No wonder they said you can't go wrong with the tiramisu over here...

Im Yours - Jason Mraz

Muacksss~ love BB!! and Happy Birthday againn!!!

2009-05-10T00:20:00.005+08:00

haha! can best denki stop playing this song! it keeps replaying in my head until i feel quite irritated by it.... But somehow its still very addictive! =X and... their dance is pretty cute! Nobody but you! Full screen it! its great quality =)

Happy Mother's Day!!

and yyy enjoy urself!! A well deserved break for you :)

2009-05-05T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha i won another contest and just collected my prize today! XD

and hooted this little doraemon! haha! i realise its pretty difficult to guess what this is =D

okayy... anyway i'm gonna 跳槽!! haha... keep selling L brand printers at BEST Denki until... zzz... boringggg. Even though the job is quite slack... its just... not enriching at all. Every weekend standing at the same area... chitchatting with Canon and Samsung... facing the same printers. So i've decided! im going to abandon my current job! must try something new while i'm still young and energetic... cannot keep selling the same old printers at the same place... right right?

SO! from this week on, i'm gonna be.... selling CANON printers at ANOTHER BEST Denki! heehee! thanks to wanqing for intro-ing me :) Even though the pay is less... the commission is so much more attractive! and the branding! Suits me more! Delighting you always =P

Happy 100th Day!

2009-05-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

A day to remember! our first 100th day together!

BB i just did a count! today's supposed to be our 116th day together.. means we've lost 16 days! omg. can't afford to lose any more days with BB le. i will treasure every single tens of thousands of days that we have left together! =)

i love my dearest..

2009-04-28T21:19:00.004+08:00

YEAA! I WON A PAIR OF MOVIE TICKETS!! Not a scam... cause i really joined the contest!

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You have won a pair of Gala Premiere tickets to watch X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE tonight!
Please read the details below carefully.

IMPORTANT: It is mandatory to check in all mobile phones.
(Phone check-ins are for ALL mobile phones, with or without camera / recording functions)

X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

COMPULSORY PHONE CHECK-IN
Please note that ALL mobile phones (regardless with or without video or audio recording capabilities), cameras, PDAs and any other wireless devices MUST be checked in at the deposit counters located near the cinema lobby 1hr before show time.
All phones are to be checked in at the security counters before entering your respective cinema halls.
No Recording
All usage of mobile phones with video or audio recording capabilities, cameras or any wireless and recording devices are not allowed in the screening theatres. This screening will be monitored for unauthorized recording. By attending this screening, you consent to surveillance by security personnel.

By attending, you agree not to bring any recording device into the theatre. By attending, you also consent to physical search of your belongings and person for recording devices. If you attempt to enter with a recording device, you will be denied for admission.

If you attempt to use a recording device, you consent to your immediate removal from the theatre and forfeiture of the device and its contents. Unauthorized recordings will be reported to law enforcement and may subject you to criminal and civil liability.

Date: Tuesday, 28^th April

Venue: Shaw Lido, Hall 1
350, Orchard Road, 5th/6th Floor, Shaw House,

Time: 8:15pm
Duration: 108mins Rating: PG
Consumer Advice: Violence (暴力画面)

Official Website: www.foxmovies.com.sg ,www.x-menorigins.com

- All winners are to produce this email or identity card for verification
- All tickets can be collected can be collect from 7:20pm onwards (Level, 5 beside Macdonald’s)
- Please queue for your tickets in under the Contest Winners line

Thank you and we’ll see you tonight!
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HAHA! There's just ONE slight problem. i only JUST checked my email XD i rock.

Ahhh nvm... I much preferred watching 香港第一凶宅 with my dearestttt and then enjoying the rooftop breeze... right BB? ;)

2009-04-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

WHAT WAS THAT STRONG WIND THAT JUST OCCURRED!?!! my haruhi figurine fell off my table and my window closed by itself O.O~! hurricane??! oh my tian.

nites nites BB~ :)

2009-04-01T11:01:00.002+08:00

i wished it was an April Fool's joke..

movie reviews

2009-03-31T00:17:00.002+08:00

ok...

movie review 1: something about green scarf

movie review 2: someone getting possessed

oh dear.. i think im much better off writing a BB review =X

loL

2009-03-27T23:43:00.003+08:00

Learnt alot about singapore today! :D

Telok blangah has ntuc! loL.

It takes 1.5 hrs to get from cck to chinatown by 188 and changing to 124.

Hello Panda costs 95 cents.

Yew Tee currently has pasir malam.

oK... random.

TV

2009-03-26T12:42:00.002+08:00

yay!!! i've connected my bro's old laptop to the new tv!!!! rockkkks! using it like a media center... now i can watch all my shows, movies and whatever on a screen 20" bigger than my comp!! =D =D =D learn from jian :D connected laptop to my home network too... so i can transfer anything straight to the laptop from my comp! :D woots! so happy! haha. streaming youtube's HD videos actually look pretty decent on tv too. am so far very satisfied with the results..

Next up is to install Sogua KK on the laptop... if all works well i can get a microphone to connect to my receiver and set up my own karaoke on demand system!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Cool news of the day:
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Man gets 90 days in jail in vacuum sex act case
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
(03-25) 18:09 PDT Saginaw, Mich. (AP) --

A man who police said was arrested for performing a sex act with a car wash vacuum was sentenced to 90 days in jail on Wednesday and ordered to submit to drug testing. The 29-year-old man pleaded no contest to indecent exposure last month.

Police said the man was arrested after a resident called officers early on Oct. 16 to report suspicious activity at a car wash in Thomas Township, about 90 miles northwest of Detroit.

The Associated Press left a message Wednesday seeking comment from the man's attorney.

Taken from SFGate
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oh my tian... car wash vacuum. the astounding power of human creativity...

hypnosis time! tataz~

Anime...

2009-03-24T01:27:00.002+08:00

Got a new song by Tainaka Sachi! omg as usual any song she sings is nice!! its for a game called Fate/Unlimited Codes...

code - タイナカサチ

Slack

2009-03-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

loL. Thanks Canon and Samsung! Without them around i think i cannot tahan this job.

2009-03-20T00:38:00.002+08:00

oK lets see... today was scary. hopefully tmr will be less scary. lol

2009-03-18T23:50:00.000+08:00

OK i must blog something about BB... hmm... i look forward to tmr! :D scary. haha!

omgg. itss overr!

2009-03-17T12:22:00.001+08:00

just went to apply for transfer of course and OH MY TIAN... suddenly wanted to kill myself!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomgomg *faints* i'm soooooooooo damnnnnnnn screwed..

ahh heck. anw IT's over!! i mean IT SHOW. yeaah!! many many thx to my bro, new 42" sharp aquos lcd TV coming in 1 week's time! full HD =D woohooO! can't wait! finally! no nid to endure the old and stupid toshiba 29" crt tv anymore... whee.

I think i wont be working for the same company in the next show le. pathetic pay... if i were to still sell printers, i would go sell canon printers instead lol. maybe.. hopefully wanqing got lobang next show =X but nevertheless, my war trophies from my past 2 shows!:

loL. im gonna collect them all!

anw, I'm still SCREWWED....

and feeling lonely :'( BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB where uuuuu..... hais!

all the best!

2009-03-06T03:43:00.000+08:00

ALL THE BEST!!

HAH!

2009-03-02T16:51:00.004+08:00

IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF!! hahahahahaahah!

2009-02-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

hah. luckily its still today so im not late! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHORKIEEEEE!!!!! =D

Ouxiang...

2009-02-24T00:28:00.004+08:00

YAY! 50!!! i want it to hit 1000000000000000000000000000!

haha of all people u choose to be OUXIANG! xD must be fate lol. i guess pple change ouxiang from time to time. Ouxiangggg, promise me i won't have to change anymore k? loBBu loBBu loBBu!

im really too forgetful.... must start keeping a notebook to record down everything le.

IT SHOW falls on the same dates as NUS open house! oh dear...

i want to watch Street Fighter: Legends of Chun Li movie! ahh... my childhood... was a crazy street fighter fanatic in the past.... played almost every street fighter game before... street fighter 1, 2, zero.. zero 2... alpha.. 3... marvel vs street fighter... x-men vs street fighter... only until recently street fighter 4 came out then i nv play! i think im getting too old for this kind of games le. NEVERTHELESS! i want to watch the movie! but omgggg CHUN LI IS AN ANGMOH.

and i haven't created a new banner for my blog omg. i oreadi ORD-ed how long liao lol. Even ZH and SW oso ORD loh. =X hahaha! another few months will be my bestest operator Alan Koh! heehee. ok sounds abit gay *faints*

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T00:23:00.004+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

For YOU... yeap. hee. the one and only WONDER *hugsss*

kai - shijieweiyideni.mp3 -

是你
一眼我就认出来
这是命运最美丽的安排

是爱
让你掠过漫长等待
我们只要现在相爱
幸福就来

恨我来不及参与你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密

紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意我什么都愿意

过去所有的悲哀
都只是训练我为你勇敢
真爱照亮了漆黑的夜晚
寻找了彼此一辈子
才不分开

恨我来不及参与你的过去
抱歉让你等待
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

i will climb the highest mountain
i will swim the deeper sea
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意我什么都愿意

爱就象一种解不开的魔咒
我愿意付出一切交换
我灵魂的另一半

就算要我上天下地
我什么都愿意为你
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌
我也愿意我什么都愿意

wow!

2009-02-01T11:42:00.000+08:00

hahah thank you everybody for your bday wishes! =)) and happy bday to everyone too (its 人日! so its everybody's bday! =)) haha nv really use facebook anymore but suddenly received so many messages on my wall!! i dunno how to post on my own wall so i dunno how to reply everyone, but thanks nevertheless heehee!

hahaha oh dear. im a full fledged adult now. must start being more serious. ok... seriously serious.

Adulthood... is a milestone in a person's life...

hmm... food prices.. economic recession... jobless people...

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hmm..

hmmmmmm....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm...........

obama...?

rahhhH!! i can't think of serious things to say! hehehe. gong xi fa cai! xD

Fungus!

2009-01-27T15:32:00.002+08:00

whooops. fungus growing. loL. Happy Chinese New Year to everybody! and Happy Birthday to Zhiwei!! haha going to bali early morning tmr... so yup. maybe i'll post my japan trip stuff after i come back =) 敬请期待! xD

TWINS!

2009-01-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

Firstly, a Belated Happy Birthday to Wei Shern!!!! Been busy with work past few days so couldnt turn up for the party... forgive me pls...

5 Jan 2009. Today is a day to remember. Havent felt like this in a long.. long time. Ok screw that. I haven't felt like this before. Now I understand why i love TWINS so much since... goodness knows when. yea. II. hahaha!!! addicted to Twins.

Going to Japan in a few hours!! hehehe. Feeling of excitement again!!!

hahahaha. i can't think clearly to blog xD

Happy New Year

2009-01-01T19:40:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to all! =D hahahaa

hahahaha. wishes won't come true if i say out... My wish for 2009, is to xxxxxxx xxxxxx xx xxx xxxxxxx, and to xx xxxxx xx xxx xxxx x xxxx xx xxxx. =)

hee. i have a good feeling about this year =) yippee!

loL

2008-12-30T03:29:00.002+08:00

LoL. oKoK.

1) I LOOK LIKE A 16 YEAR OLD

2) AM I WAITING FOR O LEVEL RESULTS?

3) I DON'T LOOK LIKE I JUST CAME OUT OF NS.

stopppppp!!!! i dunno if these are meant to compliment me for looking young... but seriously... i treat these as insults... what they totally sound like to me...

1) I'M IMMATURE

2) I'M DUMB AND STUPID

3) I'M NOT MAN

Fwwahhh. I should really try pulling some stunts. like buying a KFC student meal and using a child's ezlink. or, lol, go sing Kstudent without help xD

hahaha.... i bai-ed an ErShifu! finally someone who agrees with me that taking a random bus to somewhere unknown and then exploring is fun!! yayy. =))

4.22am. omg. i think ws is going to kill me tmr for not being able to wake up hahaha

Work!

2008-12-26T02:06:00.003+08:00

Back working at Robinsons again! didnt have the fortune to be posted to Toys department.... got posted to children wear instead... Been about 3 years since i've been here... haha but Auntie Kim Eng, Anna and Sonia still there!!! Still the same as ever!!! awww... the good old memories at robinsons...

Super busy first day... super tired... Folding clothes is a much tougher job than arranging toys.

HK and SZ

2008-12-24T17:25:00.005+08:00

ahhahahaha! Merry Christmas!!

heeeheee. back from hk and sz~!

lol. Day 1 checked into the New Hong Kong Hostel... lol. got a bad shock. Just a small room with 2-3 beds and 1 small little bathroom... goshhh.... reminded us of our SAF bunks. and the whole hostel was overwhelmed with the familiar smell of a certain ethnic group. blearghhh. haha but what to do, budget hostel -.- Rest of the day was spent exploring the streets... what temple street, women street, fa yuen street and everything around there... not very productive tho =\ the things sold there seemed more for those kind of angmoh tourists who wants a peek at chinese culture...

Day 2.... went to the central and causeway bay area and past by 天后 station! ahhh！no longer 下一站天后！its 这一站天后!! =)

Had an excellent dinner at Yung Kee! Finally tasted the legendary roast goose there... but very painful on the wallet. lols... And after dinner, we went to lam kwai fong... goshh... got dragged by the rest to this FEVAR club thingy. $50sgd for entrance + free unlimited drinks til late night... My virgin club experience. Turned out to be absolutely HORRIBLE. Squeezing with a bunch of crazy pple whom i can't even see the faces clearly, shaking to the loud dance music in a dark room with giddy flashing lights... argh.. Please don't ask me go to anymore clubs thank you.

Day 3: Went to Prince Edward Station for more shopping and eating. Then proceeded to Xin He Zhong Xin.... lol. lots of Anime and idol collectibles... Couldnt find any Twins cloth posters i wanted tho =( haha, ended up buying some S.H.E calendars and cushion xD

Day 4: Took the train to Shenzhen!!! never expected shenzhen to be more enjoyable than hongkong actually... but it turned out to be so! Holiday Inn Express Hotel was damn freaking nice for the same price as the hostel in hk... Dropped our bags there and went to this famous Queen Spa for the whole day. Service was really good and i felt like a king there lol. Really a heavenly place. Only thing was that it felt awkwardly WRONG having to choose my aromatherapy masseuse through a KTV-like picture catalogue. But it was a perfectly clean massage. nothing special happened for me. not sure about others tho. xD

Day 5: Shopped at Shenzhen 商业城.... which sells all the A-grade fake LV/Gucci and other of branded wallets/bags. Don't see the point in getting these. Tempted to buy the ralph lauren shirts tho... but couldnt remember if the guy on the horse has his club facing up or down. so in the end didnt buy lol. Rest of the day spent at 东门, where i bought some clothes and a whole stack of screen protectors for 40cents sgd each rofl.

Day 6: MY FAVOURITE DAY!!!! and it was obviously jian's favourite too. went wild at Hua Qiang Bei... its a whole street of Sim Lim Squares! zomgz. Super Cool.... they actually sell computer chips in bulk in ribbon roll form.... and LOTS and LOTS of small little gadgets!! couldnt resist.... Bought a car fm transmitter, usb fan, usb vacuum cleaner, usb fridge, 7 port hubs, all kinds of funny usb extension cables and handphone chargers, computer remote control, card readers, finger mouse, speakers, earphones and can't rmb what else. oh, and a nice 4" screen PMP with realmedia support too =) ahhahaha. so many things to add on to my baobei comp =)) muackks.

Day 7: Uh OH!!! Woke up late. Supposed to catch the flight at Hong Kong Intl Airport at 11am... but only woke up at close to 9am in SHENZHEN. Its a miracle we managed to catch the plane in the end.

Love you all hanxu, chinks, jian and teck! =))

and just watched Xing Guang 4! Kang Zhen Ting, once again, scored the highest ever in this series! a whooping 24 points!! catch her incredible performance and her cute reaction here:

Kang Kang Rocks!

HK!

2008-12-16T16:24:00.002+08:00

yeahhhh!! Finally! flying off to hongkong in.... hmmm 14 hours? hahahahhaha! EXCITED!!! my Goddess' birthplace!! HERE I COMEEEE!!!!!!

Reformat!

2008-12-14T01:53:00.002+08:00

Reformatted my comp!!!! eeeks. got to reinstall everything again T.T

Temporary Essential List:
Mozilla Firefox
Acrobat Reader
Flashget
Spybot Search and Destroy
Spysweeper
Some sort of Antivirus
Zonealarm
Microsoft Office
Adobe Photoshop,Auditon,After Effects
Corel Painter X
Nero Burning Rom
K-Lite Codec Pack w Media Player Classic
utorrent
Xunlei
dBpowerAMP Music Converter
Backed-up documents and favourites

my mind is blocked. can't think!!! arghhh! what other impt things!! ahhhhh.

Hobbies

2008-12-05T18:46:00.003+08:00

whee. went kbox ytd with yyy and her 2 frens lihui and qien and kiat. so sad chork couldnt make it T.T but finally got to sing to my heart's content!!! so long nv go kbox i realise im soo OUTDATED. its so much more worth it now! was expecting a bowl of kacham puteh + 2 drinks for 16-17 bucks... but in the end it turned out to be 1 plate of snacks + chips + free drink refill + 5 hours of singing for $14.50. wah. more worth it than topone ktv! uuppps for good value for money ktv! and i <3 AMK. Haha in terms of both accessibility and amenities, its probably one of the most convenient places to stay in in the whole of singapore!

lol. then tmr going to play table tennis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! provided i can wake up by 8am. found new TT kakis online, and one of them actually stays at hillview green! which is like.. 10-15 mins walk away from my house? =D looking forward to a great game tmr! so difficult to find people to play table tennis nowadays...

Today's just another slack day at home lol. watch some tw variety shows... and finally, Finally completed the korean drama Money War that i've been watching for the past 2 months or so. it was really a pretty humourous and fun show to watch... until the last episode. The ending TOTALLY SUCKED. sucks more than my vacuum cleaner at full power. puiiiiiii~ *spits* the worstest of the worst ending i've ever seen in my 20 years of watching tv. *throws a bunch of rotten eggs at the director/scriptwriter whoever*. disgusting.

anw i've FOUND MY DREAM PHONE today!! Nokia N97.. haha too bad its not out yet xD i want to marry this phone <3

<3 <3 <3

2008-12-01T18:25:00.002+08:00

ahhhH... DAJIEJIEJEIJEIJEIJIEJIEJIEJIEJIEJIEJIEJiEJIEJIEJIEJIEJIEJIE HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Sitex 2008 Afterthoughts

2008-12-01T12:15:00.003+08:00

Sitex 2008 is finally over!!! phew... finally can take a break..

Past 4 days have been super busy. Leaving my house everyday at 8+am and returning at 11+pm... stand about 14 hrs a day.. More xiong than army!!

hha but it was fun! and since my immediate superior is a chiobu, i feel happy to go to work too hee. learnt quite a few of valuable skills too...

1) Being thick skinned! in terms of yelling out the special promotional prices... dragging the customers to the booth to look at the printers... and the worst was when one customer was looking for someone... had to go to the management office and ask them to announce through the PA system that "Ms. PEARL looking for Mr. MOON" goodnesss. the management all give me the WTF look. so paiseh! xD

2) Handling rejections! this is the ultimate. i think i get rejected thousands of times each day while handling out the flyers, in hundreds of ways, until im totally numb liao. Some will totally ignore you and just walk into my arm handling out the flyer as if im not there... some will siam but still ignore me... some will show me the 'talk to the hand' gesture... some will even push my hand away.. But of course, there are the nicer ones who will look at me actually politely say no thank you. My personal favourite kind of rejection is when they actually smile meekly back at you and nod their head slightly (applicable to girls only hee =X)

3) Asking direct questions! 'sir/ma'am, can i get one set for you now?' after explaining, must really ask a YES or NO question to force them to make a decision. If not, most of them will just stand there and remain undecided. don't waste my time pls... if no, then thank you i'll just go on to the next customer liao, rather than stand there for 10 minutes to wait for them to make your decision. there are other potential buyers out there waiting for me to attend to them...

4) heightened 6th sense! lol. after a while it becomes quite easy to tell if the customer just asking for fun or is a really sincere buyer. i think its by their body language, but i dont really notice, just based on my instincts =)

i think i earned around 400 bucks in these 4 days... feeling abit relectant to splurge all on a new phone leh >.<

2008-11-23T22:51:00.003+08:00

Went for Anime Festival Asia' 08 with sz today! met akii and kianghon there lol. to think i thought no one i know would go to this kind of otaku event xD

Gundam seemed like the main exhibit over there. got this whole big display of all the different gundam models... and so many of the stalls there sell some sort of gundam merchandises... but im not into mecha!! T.T luckily there were other displays of my favourite Fate Stay Night and a few other animes... Saber figurine in maid uniform!! ahh.

ok. sad to say. i forgot to bring my camera again.

anw. there was also tekken 6 and street fighter 4 and kof98 competition. lol. the pple are quite pro. and street fighter 4 looks quite nice in 3d..

then at 7pm... there was May'n concert!! never heard of her before... because she's the singer for the songs in Macross Frontier anime which i've never watched. but her performance was good and she very generously sang about 6-7 songs non-stop... Even though she's only 19.. every action of hers seems to exude an air of confidence that is able to set the crowd wild. haha and she speaks in a cute voice. ok found a photo of her at afa 08 just now:

*digress* but no matter what, she can't beat my lovely kangkang from xingguang4! she got the highest score this week! yeaahhhh.. can watch her incredible performance here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uREurXdyxE start from the 7th minute.

ok. but anw on the whole afa 08 was quite good and it was quite enjoyable. definitely worth the $5 because of the may'n concert! upppzz! =)

2008-11-20T01:39:00.002+08:00

*squeals* this is so cute! i want one: Man Bra

I WAS KIDDING. omg. its... so.... fking gay!!!! the only use i can think of for it is to spice up sex life? who else in their right minds would wear THAT?!?

But shifu 不愧 is my shifu... he suggested it for army guys! Prevent nipple abrasion!! you know how sometimes the rifle sling/FAD in your chest pocket can keep shifting about and cause your nipples to be... abit sore during route marches? yup... this can be used!! perfect! should suggest to SAF. lol.

OK. ANYWAY I'VE FINALLY SECURED A JOB!!!! a 4-day job at SITEX as a Lexmark printer promoter. must sarporkkkkkk okaesss! Meanwhile, i'm still looking for other event/roadshow jobs on other days. so difficult to find... T.T

yup, nitess!

sick

2008-11-14T17:49:00.001+08:00

sheeesh. can't believe i fell sick right after ORD-ing... stuck in bed these 2 days @ 39.1 degrees.. argh.

ORD LOH

2008-11-12T17:05:00.002+08:00

YESHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I'm a CIVILIAN again!!!!! PINK IC!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!

Took my certificate of service and attempted to make a banner today to commemorate this significant milestone in my life as a reborn civilian. wanted to make a see-through desktop wallpaper, but looks like i failed horribly. My arm looks disjointed lol. result of neglecting my dear photoshop for so long maybe? =X

i can predict many pple writing emo entries and reflect about these 2 years of NS... but there's seriously nothing worth reflecting and nothing much worth remembering in my opinion. i'll just treat as if i've awaken from a coma for the past 1 year 10 months. Time to enjoy my FREEDOM, catch up with my STUDIES, earn more MONEY and IMPROVE myself! HA!

Thinking of changing my course from NUS Computer Engineering into Information Systems and Business Accountancy Double Degree... *shrugs* still considering. need to research more about information systems first..

gtg out now. TATAz!

jobs

2008-11-08T01:19:00.006+08:00

ORD is so near!!! 12 nov! fwahhhhhahahaha!!

ok. in need of JOBSSSS now. hoping to find those really short term part time jobs, like events and such... so i can stop anytime for a break and go for my tour... SITEX promoter! Book Fest cashier! wedding dinner waiter! or even tutor (sec 2 and below only =X)! but i dont want to go through those tuition agencies cos they freaking eat up half/first month's salary.. SOMEONE HIRE ME!!!!!! Anyone needs a slave? mE! $50 bucks per hour to be your slave. lol. but no sexual abuse ty.

and yesss. im quitting cabal AGAIN! quit quit quit. Lots of things to do after i ord. go for tour... learn driving... learn programming... learn japanese... practise singing, drawing, piano, photoshop, aftereffects, premiere.... catch up with jap anime/korean dramas/星光大道4/舞林大道/百万大歌星 etc...

lol. okok i know this is super outdated but i recently started watching this korean drama called Money War cos my bro bought the dvd. haha. such a cute show. act serious buay serious xD and the song melody is super catchy! lol. maybe i will learn korean too. xD

5660 minutes to ORD!! omg its so near ^^

2008-11-05T22:34:00.001+08:00

LoL. Recently hear so many pple singing thisssssssss old song. soi decided to try too! =) i really put in effort to sing properly this time >.<

Back!

2008-11-03T01:12:00.007+08:00

yoshh! Finally caught up with the latest episodes of 超级星光大道4 after returning from Australia!!

in love with this girl from 星光4... 康祯婷... she's super cute and her singing sounds like just like 周蕙! imagine her singing 周蕙's 赤裸... omg i think i'll nose bleed to death. support ah!

other than her, i think the other 2 girls in the pic below sing quite well too! and 2 of the guys... 林鸿鸣 the rocker and 吴勇滨 the hokkien-song master.. im too lazy to find pictures of the guys though.

ORD in 9 days =)

Tomorrow

2008-10-04T17:40:00.005+08:00

The taiwanese dancing competition 舞林大道 is going to be shown on tv soon! for those going to watch, remember to look out for these few groups: Dance Flow, 台湾龙卷风, whatever B, and I.Candy these 4 groups! i like them the most, esp dance flow... their dancing is good and the dancers are chio... 1 of them looks alot like 大S even =D

Sold my cabal alz again since i wont be playing for 1 month... 2.3b for $310 this time. so scary! haha. the guy who met up to buy from me looked so gangster-ish... =X so big size with tattoos all over.. but i saw his cabal character... really imba. got quite a few mithril amp parts and maxcraft db helm etc. -.-! no wonder he needs so much alz. sigh. for me, i need more funding for a new computer when i ord...

Tomorrow flying off to australia for exercise wallaby! T.T nooooo i don't wanna go!!!! haiis. 都要ORD liao still have to do this kind of shit. cannot even relax.

anw, haven't posted anything related to my GODDESS for some time. here's a nice song by her for my last post b4 i fly off.. won't be back til the 31 Oct so don't sms/call me or anything during this time..

siao eh!

2008-10-01T22:23:00.002+08:00

Selamat hari raya cum children's day to all! =)

sians! only booked out in the afternoon today... cos someone somehow lost a controlled equipment then everyone got to stay back and find -.-! wtffff.

anw sunday im flying off lo! off to rockhampton/rodhampton (i have no freaking idea how to spell it) in australia... my final exercise b4 i ORD!! hohoho. can't wait! but haiis. gonna suffer for 1 month there.. >.<

don't feel like writing much.. tataz

SHIOK SATURDAY

2008-09-21T01:47:00.005+08:00

heee. as i was saying. yesterday was a SUPER SATURDAY for me =D

afternoon played cabalsea (venus)... chionged lake in dusk and see what i found from zidgris! =) BLUE BIKE! =D oh my tiannnn. first time getting bike. a very pleasant shock xD

ok. then after that, met up with hanxu, chinks and teck to go for ELVA HSIAO's 3 faced showcase @ expo!!! haha somehow chinks managed to get 4 tix =) im so glad u rmbed me chinks!! =) =) =)

hee anyway the showcase was DAMN NICE. its like a mini-concert like that. oh mann. ELVA IS SOO SMEXY AND HOT!! love her! haha she sang several new songs like 类似爱情,冲动,i'll be there, more more more, and old goodies like 最熟悉的陌生人! heehee i like!

In front of me..

Behind me... (omg @ the number of pple)

ELVA!!! tgt with jiahui and zhiyong =)

More More More LIVE VIDEO!! (uploaded by me of course)

最熟悉的陌生人 Live!!

hahaha! i lazy to post all the videos here. for the other songs visit my youtube account! http://www.youtube.com/user/onslaught88

i really enjoyed my day!! thanks chinks, hanxu and teck once again =) and thanks zidgris faello too xD now i can go for atec in high spirits on monday xD don't bother smsing/calling me from monday to thursday, i won't be having my hp with me because of atec T.T

2008-09-20T14:54:00.001+08:00

today is a superb day! =D shall blog more when i get back tonight =D

2008-09-07T17:39:00.004+08:00

haha too tired to blog earlier..

*DANGER*
there's a huge wall of text coming up... Read on if u are too bored.

went for Celestial guild 'chalet' at tach's condo for the past 2 days =) thanks guardian for inviting me even though i've oreadi quit =)

haha first night was the crazy night... extremely glad i went xD met the celestians (some names are nicks some names are real names i oso can't rmb all xD): tachyon, kason n addictedtou, manda, teragram, dennis, guardian, chivas, fatal, flameyangel, seraphicangel, emotionz, arcane, elaine, hf etc etc. haha went into tach's condo for the first time. oh my tian. quite cui to be honest lol =X but no one lives there le, so i guess its considered normal... played some taiti, mahjong... and bridge! loL. havent played bridge for such a long time i've almost forgotten the rules... but nevertheless, me and teragram(who's playing bridge for the FIRST TIME) whooped chivas and flamey's asses and they had to do 20 pushups as punishment loL. (ok we oso did 14, but at least thats less)

and the highlight of the night: the DRINKING GAME! haha its funn! all started by teragram. and the chivas that chivas brought.

Here's what its like. Everyone sits around in the circle and a deck of cards placed in the centre and a bottle of (whatever drink) ready. Each person picks a card when their turn reaches:
1-5: drink that number of shots. black = ask a person to dirnk. red = ownself drink
6 : jigouba with person on left. loser drinks
7 : 7-up! 1-2-3-4-5-6-clap-8-9-0. cannot say 7 or multiples of 7.
8 : big fish (hands closed to gether). small fish (hands open wide)
9 : start topic (name an mrt station?) whoever cannot name anymore drinks.
10 : chin-up. Everyone has to put the hands up to their chins. last person to react drinks.
j : toilet break
q : the person is give the right to ask a question to anyone and if the question is answered, the person who answers has to drink.
k : each king drawn allows the person to add any amount of the drink to aseparate cup. the person who picks the last k drinks all and the game ends.

never drank chivas b4.. but by the end of the night, i had like dunno how many many shots of that burning stuff in me =\ blehs. haha but it was really fun =)

2nd day was more toned down because everyone didnt have so much energy le lol. slept most of the time, played bball, comp, go lunch, go buy bbq stuff and finally the bbq! thats when more pple turned up.. panda, akii etc.. tachyon, our very fatherly gm, pangsehed us for a wedding dinner T.T haiis. but the bbq didnt end very happily, with the rain and the prank that a few of the guys played on sc... haiis. should have been more careful with pouring the honey ba, quite serious if it really goes into the lungs or blocks his air passage since its like quite sticky.

bbq ended around 9+ 10+ i think, and since it was raining, me and the cute young couple addictedtou and kason cabbed back to sembawang to go home =) whee.

haha and i did the youtube search for cabal dance! hahaha:

haha oh! and i think the 3rd episode for taiwan's 舞林大道 is out! must go watch =)

2008-09-02T12:50:00.002+08:00

ahhh.. im can't curb my sudden addiction to canto songs!!!

ahha.

2008-09-01T02:53:00.003+08:00

woots! went out to celebrate yyy's bday today(ok its yesterday liao) @ kbox! haha tgt with sw kiat sheenie vivian rox qq... so many people!!!!! but end up only 5 pple singing lolx. Realised 1 thing about me going to kbox... i hardly need to dian ge! loL. the girls choose girl songs, the guys choose guy songs, and i just sing both lol. i guess this shows im sexually pretty well-balanced right xD haha Happyyy Birthdayyy once again!

and now... *drumrolls* according to jian's calculator, right now, its 72 days/1725 hours/103500 minutes to ORD!!! can't wait.

GONNA BE ON LEAVE FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS WEEK! oc sir is so kind =D let us clear leave this week cos probably no more time to clear liao.. with atec n wallaby coming up...

Addicted to these few canto songs suddenly =D Must Listen!
Canto

About time to sleep le. nitey nite nitez peeps!

BACK!!!

2008-08-21T15:12:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAH!!! IM BACK FROM MY FIELD CAMP!!!! WOOHOOO!

lol. first thing after coming back is to bathe then chiong to the mess to use the computer ^^ im addicted!

lolol. this field camp was actually... quite slack =X for me, at least. loL. but i was soooooo boredd! highlight of the whole outfield was...

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the fact that i managed to call into 933!!!!! and talked to wuxu mali!!! wheeeee my all time favourite dj <3 lol. on such a easily memorable date somemore. 20-08-2008. =D

hahaha. it was at around 1pm... they were having this "guess the secret number" game. so, feeling quite bored sitting down there in the vehicle at some unknown part of sungei gedong under the hot sun with nothing to do, i whipped out my uber lucky phone and just started dialling 66911933. lol... number busy. number busy. then on the third try, it got through!!! omgzzzomgz. haha i was totally stunned to hear mali's voice through the phone. so she asked me about what's the number i guessed, and what i would do if i won the money etc... in the end i still guessed the order of the number wrongly even though the 5 digits are correct... 69378 =( hahaha.

but the main point is that i got to talk to my fav dj <3 and hearing my name coming out from her mouth sounds so much nicer, much more lively, more cute, more melodious, more vibrant than normal =D <3 <3 <3

that really lifted my spirits for the rest of the camp xD other than that, everything else was stupid and boring and useless and meaningless. just like everything else here.

now left 2 more major events to ORD LOH!!! whee. and YUP!! I STILL WANT TO PLAY TABLE TENNIS!!! *whines* lol.

2008-08-16T01:11:00.002+08:00

wheee! Singapore get olympic medal for Table Tennis!!!! =D hee. managed to catch the last and most exciting part of the match b4 booking out. =D rockks. i want to play table tennis!! lol i should go advertise in forums: Looking for decent Table Tennis playing partner, not too pro but cannot be too lousy either =XX so difficult to even find a table nowadays though... even those hdb void deck kinds =(

haiis. stupid sia... got to book in on sunday MORNING -.-! prepare for the field camp next week oh my tian. im quite prepared liao actually lol. Got my handy portable fan, my portable radio, 4 packets of wet tissue and other guniang items =X lolx. these are probably more important than all the spare uniforms and mess tins and stuff. and i REFUSE TO EAT COMBAT RATIONS EVEN IF I HAVE TO STARVE =X Prepared 3 cans of sausages and 2 cans of tuna and 1 tube of potato chips. oh dear... lol, i think im making this sound like a picnic. NO IT ISNT OK... need to ration them wisely to last 4 days 3 nights -.-!! i think i'll end up becoming very skinny =X

ITS OKAY! LESS THAN 3 MONTHS TO ORD!!! and...... this is going to be the last 2nd outfield in singapore!! after this, 1 more atec, and 1 more wallaby and THATS IT! IM OUT!!!!!!!!! congratulate me please thanks =D and oso, congratulate to panda(yupp... the famous and respected celestial gm) on his crossover to ocs lol. met him today on the bus out of pasir laba.

hahaha. my blog how come like so easy to find arh... pple i know seem to stumble across my blog so easily... hahaha luckily i nv wrote bad things about kahhoe and nongnong =P

ohoh, and i need to inform everyone MY PHONE SMS GOT PROBLEM!!! sometimes cannot receive sms de. 1 guy smsed me 6 smses and i didnt receive at all =\ so dont blame me if i dont reply! and call me if there's anything important ><

lastly to lil sis: jiayou for next week!! =D
(haha see i specially dedicated 1 line to u. im such a good bro ^^)

National Day

2008-08-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

last week was a Horrible week. 2 rubbish field camps in the same week T.T xiong arhh.

Totally the worst national day i've been through in the 20 years of my existence. being stuck in the small confined space of the vehicle cupola for most of the day... the dusty interior, the stale air, the awkward positions i had to adopt to keep my limbs from becoming numb... arrghh... while the rest of the nation was happily celebrating away. oh yea. and the ndp planes.... oh my tian... the blaring and mocking sounds of jet engines as they flew past, right above our heads... bleahhhh. suxest feeling ever.

feel much better now tho :) *hugs my computer* i love my comp. just using it makes me feel significantly happier :D listening to a random canto playlist on imeem now.. quite nice and soothing..
http://www.imeem.com/lemonching/playlist/s8SjLgbF/cantopop_music_playlist/
off in lieu until wednesday! dont know what to do tho. =\ probably just eat sleep play rot. yawnz.

EXACTLY 3 months more to ORD!! oh my tian... i can't wait to get out =D

rawr

2008-08-01T23:59:00.002+08:00

lol home for this weekend! must treasure this weekend, cos next week not booking out! -.- got field camp on monday to thursday, then saturday (national day) to monday again. OH MY TIAN. this is so horrible. can't go for class gathering! =\

luckily got off in lieu the following week. a long break from tuesday afternoon to sunday morning. but so long break do what??!! anyone got any plans? >.< argh.

i wish the next 3 months+ will pass quickly.

and happy bday to my mum! =D

1am and im feeling so tired le :( nitez

2008-07-19T10:48:00.002+08:00

ZOMGZ!!!!!!

http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/s_cabalsea_mercury_81359.html

For those too lazy to click:

S> Cabalsea Mercury FA lvl139 with +7 equip set SGD120 only

Hi, wish to sell Force Archer in cabalsea mercury server:

lvl 139 (a bit more to 140)
Gmaster Sword Transcender Magic.
Honor level 5,
Procyon,
female,
Nightstalker avatar Perm,

Martial osm helm +7 20% crit dmg ,
Martial osm suit +7 7% magic amp 50Hp ,
Martial osm glove +7 HP steal 2% ,
Martial osm boots +7 MP steal 2% .
2 Lapis Orb +7 wif 10% crit dmg.
EOS+6,

ROL,ROS,Force asborb ring +2, vamp necklace +2.
Lot of world entry, craft item etc in other 4 chars.. pls contact me for full detail.
email signal_clear@yahoo.com.sg

OH MY TIAN!!!! THAT IS THE ACCOUNT I SOLD!!! rofl. he bought my account. stripped it of all my imba items, replaced it with some lousy noob ones, and trying to sell it for 120 now... =\ ehhhhh.. my account is being treated like a prostitute sia..

2008-07-16T20:46:00.006+08:00

2 totally random songs which i found quite nice..

First.... is this! accidentally heard in on malaysian radio 98.8 and found it quite nice so i recorded down the lyrics to search. Pretty soothing and lazy song, nice to listen to at night =)

You Shi Ji Mo - Kelly Chen
>

Next is this! Shi xin hui... never really liked her but this song is quite nice xD

我知道我变漂亮了 - 石欣卉

i think my music tastes are starting to change =X

2008-07-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

AHHAHA. I FINALLY QUIT MY GAME!!! NO MORE CABAL =)

zettai, definitely no more heehee. and i won't take back my word. guess why? because i've SOLD OFF my entire game account lol. no way i can play anymore. thats the only way i could quit anyway =)

wondering how much i sold for? a mere $250.... for an account thats worth $300+ =\ but nvm. account worth doesnt matter. and don't say i cheat young kids' money lol. that guy who bought is a 24-year old working adult.

i'll miss my Celestial guild though... wonderful people there. hope we still can get together again for the next guild gathering!

=) now i have more time to do other things! expect some drawings? loL. haven't touched my beloved tablet for AGES... muacksss!

Strangers... Friends?

2008-07-05T23:25:00.003+08:00

From strangers to friends...

Today has been a super tiring, yet enjoyable and fulfilling day =D

Left home at 11+am in the morning... met up with yuki to go COSFEST 2008! for those who doesnt know what that is... its short COSplay FESTival i think... its basically like an anime convention! woots. alllll the way at downtown east... imagine the long journey from bukit batok to pasir ris >.< My first time at such an event... indeed an eye opener.. people purchasing works from the artists' booths... people participating in the anime karaoke competition... and the best part: cosplayers walking around, posing for pictures! arghh... i want to kick myself for not bringing a camera... i need to get into the habit of bringing camera around.

walked around until around 4+ then went for my GUILD GATHERING!! omg. so many people turned up!! tachyon, pandemonium, kason & addictedtou, wahaha, dj, emotion, nebing, zarella and addiTcted, manda and chivas, jrarcher, fatal, guardian, icecube, akii, nero, flamey, slacker, vegenful, hf etc... i really salute Nebing, who came all the way from KL to singapore for the FIRST TIME just to attend this guild gathering. RESPECT!! lol. turned out that the guys are the shy-er bunch while girls are more outgoing... esp manda the madwoman =X the clown, entertainer, drama queen, massager, interrogator and goodness knows what. can talk non-stop lol. reminds me of someone..
had an excellent BBQ (many thanks to tach's parents for cooking the beehoon and fishballs, and akii for the choc fondue), sat around to chat to get to know each other better, played games like murderer, listen to panda play the piano, listen to dj BEATBOX (omg he IS DAMN FREAKING PRO), talk about some cabal/dota related stuff, and had Ice Cream! (sponsored by guardian i believe, thanks!) everyone mixed tgt well and we really had an amazing time!! and its.. err.. not dangerous ;)

i <3 Celestial guild =)

MIA

2008-07-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

OH NOES!!! i've been MIA for so long again!! >.<
there's something wrong with my msn i can't login when im at home T.T goodness knows whats wrong -.-

in camp now. using the mess computer again. hope they dont have some keylogger installed if not im dead =S lol. all my email, blog, forums, msn passwords they all record liao.

managed to meet and catch up with berge n gang and lil sis in the past 2 weeks =) caught Get Smart and Wanted.. both movies were not bad! Get Smart was funny and Anne Hathaway was wooo.... very HOT in the movie! and Wanted was pretty exaggerated but quite cool. (omg i forgot how to spell ~exaggerate~ had to google it) =X

so i was in a pretty good mood... until SUNDAY... zzzzz. was peacefully playing my computer and not disturbing anyone as usual... trying to hunt a few more rare items before i book in... when suddenly my mum just came in and SWITCHED OFF THE MAIN POWER TO THE COMP saying that i should be doing more constructive things. wtf.. I REALLY, ABSOLUTE HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SWITCH OFF MY COMPUTER LIKE THAT. was so pissed that i boycotted her dinner that night and just booked in to camp straight. bah.

and nowadays i really can't be bothered about army anymore. anything i'll tell my men, "不管了... 我只是一个四个多月就 ORD 的 3rd Sergeant.." hahaha! even though irresponsible, it feels reaaally shiok to say that man!

this weekend meeting my cabal guild mates for bbq and games o.O... lol all strangers sia xD wonder what kind of people they'll be like.. =X oh dear.. what if i get raped? lol

what happened to the 3f class outing in the end =\ miss everyone too!

oh my tian

2008-06-15T19:57:00.001+08:00

omg! im RICHH on cabal. xD lol. game-RICH. more than 1billion worth of items... zomgz. lol. =D

2008-06-07T21:23:00.002+08:00

lolx zomgz. what was i doing the last post. listened to it the 2nd time and almost fell off my chair xD OOPS.

Part 2

2008-05-28T04:15:00.001+08:00

im so pissed with the idiot that i can't even be bothered to blog about what he did in the past 2 days anymore. cb.

Even more pissed when i heard that another officer also giving a presentation actually hired an external company for $27k to make the video for him. wtf. saw the video its indeed pro. but 27k...if i had 27k i would have HAPPILY sacrificed a week's sleep to make an even better one than the company lol. but omg. here i am working for FREE. wonderful. i rock.

yawnz. waiting for the stupid video to finish rendering now then can go sleep le. hopefully. HOPEFULLY, no more changes will be made. im sick and tired (reaally tiredd) of this whole video business.

tata!

Im a Prostitute

2008-05-25T15:22:00.004+08:00

Lets recount the events in the past week:

TUESDAY book in. Showed a video which i was asked to make, to X officer (LTC). Rejected. blahblahblah. he didnt even give me instructions on what he wanted in the first place. So OK... he told me what he wanted, and i was supposed to go home in the night to do. Due date? WEDNESDAY AFTERNOON. i said not enough time, can give me til thursday. he said NO, because producing the video is VERY EASY compared to his job. He even said he has used WINDOWS MOVIE MAKER before. "wow". what can i say... tell him he's a cmi noob?

so what can i do. didnt sleep that night. Remade a new video all the way through the night and managed to do what he wanted.

WEDNESDAY. booked in to camp like a zombie. Showed him the video. More comments. This time he wanted OTHER changes that he didnt tell me before. so i went home on wednesday night, and got til THURSDAY to amend. what the heck. couldnt take it anymore, so i chionged til 3-4am then slept for about 2 hrs.

THURSDAY. booked in to camp in worse condition than a zombie. and how did the video turn out? Sorry, no answer. BECAUSE THE ~~OFFICER~~ OFF***ER MADE ME STAY UP TO DO THE VIDEO BUT DIDNT TURN UP IN THE END.

so Thursday night was more relaxed since there was no need to amend anything.

FRIDAY. the guy was busy again. and was only free at 5+pm, after everyone books out. So i had to stay back while watching everyone go out. got to show him the video finally and #*^%#*&@^ HE WANTED MORE CHANGES THAT HE DIDNT TELL ME BEFOREHAND AGAIN. made me have to spend my freaking weekend to make his stupid video. wonderful. another officer saw that i would have to spend my weekend doing the stupid video, and guess what he said to me...

"aye you no girlfriend right? no girlfriend good. got time during weekend to do"

KNNCCBWTFPCCOCBLPJ! im worse than a slave. and have i mentioned im actually a vehicle commander and not some admin specialist/clerk? -.-

Im A Slave 4 U (Acappella) - Britney Spears

2008-05-20T22:08:00.002+08:00

okok. finally an UPDATE!!! after being MIA for so long.

WHat have i been up to? simple. CABAL. yup... play cabal until siao liao. planning to quit as soon as someone offers me a reasonable price for my account. hoping to sell my account for around 150-200 bucks. so far the highest offer is 60. pui~ can't even pay for the cost of electricity spent on playing the game.

Went ice skating yesterday lolx. so many people. and people no longer wear long pants anymore... seemed like there's a new trend towards ice skating in shorts... denim shorts... fbt shorts... all kinds. sexy =X

now busy making some army video again -.-!! probably no time to sleep tonight. they should just post me to saf film unit la. i'll be happy there >.<

k. will update soon again. got to get back to work

Sigh.

2008-04-16T21:41:00.005+08:00

Sigh.. im in the mess using the computer again. But its sooooo noisy omg. there's an encik singing some boyband songs SUPER LOUDLY. deafening. can't stand it lol. but what can i do. people senior warrant officer -.- hahaha. and he seems to be enjoying himself alot haah.

SENTRY DUTY on friday and SUNDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. zomgz! my precious sunday. just like that. *sob sob* o well. im very afraid of not being able to take back my off -.- that would be really terrible. if all goes well though, im hoping to take an off sometime next week =D ha.

been singing too much ktv at the mess here since its free. but the songs are HORRIBLY outdated. like... 4 years old? hahaah but better than nothing ba. but SIGH. its not as fun to sing with people who don't share the same tastes as me =( haha. and i really wish they'd stop singing songs like 安静/开不了口 anymore... im sick, like totally sick of them. and if i have to wait too long for my song, i get really sian... really sian lol then lose my mood to sing xD

Bored. lol. but better be bored than being outfield or HAVING EXAMS (teeheehee!)

So i got lazy again...

2008-04-11T01:26:00.003+08:00

Yup... And here i am again! wanted to do a proper touch up after scanning.. but my laziness got the better of me.. Another of my COS work! Drawn in the company office while doing COS duty as usual. COS duties = drawing lessons for me =.=

thanks moses for the colour pencils xD

2008-04-01T21:22:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhha. lol when was the last time i blogged in camp like this?! can't rmb le... xD

my favourite activity now in camp is using the mess computer to surf internet and chat! :D deviantart rocks. browsing through random drawings is fun!! can get lots of interesting ideas and inspirations =D wheee.

i.... neeed... to... draw... more... must practise practise practise >.< haiis... but once i get home i start cabaling -.- must limit myself to playing cabal only at night from now on... and my japanese!!! argh. everything is half pail water right now... >.<

WHO WANTS TO PLAY PARAPARA? XD need a parapara buddy! loL.

next week got block leave =D but dunno what to do during the leave either. most prob i'll just draw/cabal/msn my week away...

inactivity

2008-03-30T20:01:00.002+08:00

oh dear dear. haven't updated for so long... too busy playing cabal on weekends nowadays -.- lolx. level 69 now!! xD

2008-03-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

phew. this week was a really really busy week. stupid field camp. slack for too long now field camp seemed so tiring xD and i had to book out on SATURDAY!! >.< horrible. in the end i didn't go ntu open house. sigh... :'(

but on the other hand, i went IT show instead!! reallly crowded and big. felt bigger than last year's comex and pc show... sustained 179 damage to hoot a 500gb external harddisk. buahaha. now i can fully utilise the rapidshare account. jian watch out! ;)

started playing Cabal already. level 15 force archer now in mercury server.. anyone wants can add me to the buddy list: xuan88

and..... decided to sing Cai Hong. not say i really like the song.. im influenced partly by its title (cai hong cai hong cai hong cai hong kai hong kai hong....) LOL. and partly due to the fact that wuxu mali sang this as her parting song from the weekday night shift T.T

here it is! don't laugh.

Cabal!

2008-03-02T21:10:00.003+08:00

aha. i really have much more free time now that i stopped playing dota. but then, CABAL is opening beta tomorrow! so i'll be playing it next week. looks fun. check it out: http://www.cabalsea.com/

lol. and i felt so encouraged by lil sis' short lil comment that i decided to draw another piece today =P Saber from Fate Stay Night!! (with a deformed body... my first ever chibi attempt although it seemed weird) this time i drew it straight on the comp! didnt scan or anything... so pardon me.

once again, big big version can be found in my deviantart account: kailord.deviantart.com

personally i find it quite cute *ego ego* critiques please ty. got to book in soon! tataz

Anime!

2008-03-01T03:50:00.009+08:00

I hereby declare that i have QUIT dota!!! decided to do more constructive things. eg drawing! :D
Bookout Friday!! woohoo. amazing. i thought this week was confinement week.

Worked on this since i reached home until now (3.50am >.<). Drew this while i was on COS duty on valentine's day -.- then scanned, inked, and coloured with photoshop. Too lazy to attempt the fingers though. but i think she looks cuter this way :D

Big Big Version: http://i26.tinypic.com/ddoyt0.jpg

Feel giddy now. but reasonably satisfied with it :D Any comments please?

2008-02-21T23:42:00.007+08:00

Recently liking this singer A LOT!!! Sachi Tainaka... she has a great voice and is talented too!

and this is her singing live (soo talented and nice!!):

Tagged

2008-02-15T18:26:00.005+08:00

Lol. Spent my valentine's day doing COS duty in the office... -.-!!! hahah. did a bit of drawing though. may post it up sometime this weekend if im bored enough to scan it.

Haven't done one of these tagging games in a while... zomgz its in traditional chinese xD

遊戲規則：
A．被點到名字的要在自己的博客裡寫下自己的答案，然後去掉一個你最不喜歡的問題再加上一個你想問的問題，仍然組成20個問題，傳給其他8個人，列出其他8個需要回答問題的人的名字，還要到這8個人的博客裡留言通知對方——你被點名了，被點名者不得拒絕回答問題，完成遊戲的人將會永遠得到大家的祝福。
B．這8個人要在自己的博客裡註明是從哪裡接到的，並且再傳給其他8個人，讓遊戲繼續下去，不得回傳。被點到名字的人將會得到大家的祝福，並且所有美好的願望都會在不久的將來實現.

1.如果愛人背叛你.你會怎樣? 伤心欲绝

2怎麽才知道一個人是喜歡你? 当那个人直接对你说

3.你夢想的婚禮? 既然是梦想... the bare minimum must be a 空中/海底婚礼... or in Las Vegas... on top of Grand Canyon... etc etc :D

4.對前途.你迷惘嗎? YES xD

5.你心中的理想情人是怎样的? 最重要和我谈得来... 华人.. (might consider japanese as well, but not other races ty)... 不抽烟... 对长辈孝顺&有礼貌.. thinks in the same way as me.. optimistic.. 爱我和我爱她一样深...

6.愛人或被人愛哪一種更幸福? don't know. my opinion on this changes all the time. Currently, its 被爱比较幸福.

7.對著自己喜歡的人.雖然他/她不接受你.你還會堅持下去嗎? 看情况..

8.如果有人強迫妳做不喜歡的事情,但她是為妳好的,妳會怎么做.? 做那件事时会讨厌她, 但之后应该会感谢她...

9.最近有什麽事情最令你不開心? 对于大学要另选什么科目而拿不定主义. 是否 carry on with computer engineering??

10.最想得到什麽? Happiness

11.這樣的點名,覺得好玩嗎? 还OK... "不過問題好噁心" <--- 我同意

12.如果你發現你的好朋友和自己的男/女朋友在一起.你會怎樣? 悲愤不已

1 3.目前，自己最重要的人是誰？自己

14.你觉得我是个怎么样的人? 一个和我很相似, 和我很谈得来的八十岁小婆婆

15.最難忘的事情是什麽? 有许多难忘的... 但没有什么最难忘的....

16.如果你中意噶人（暗恋）企系你面前，但距吾认得你，你会点？
o.O 点解突然变成cantonese? 看情况. 也许会找机会和她说话. 也有可能什么都不做.

17.如果恋爱，你会全身心投入吗..？i will try... but 世事难料

18.你相信永遠麽.? YES

19.你喜欢怎样的朋友？没真正去留意... 喜欢就凭感觉喜欢吧.. 应该和 Q5 差不多... 但朋友就不一定限于 "华人".. 也不用爱我 etc.. xD

20.如果開了一個玩笑別人當真了，要怎么办？看后果会怎样... 严重的话就停止玩笑..

删掉的题：18
补充的题：18 如果你同时爱上两个人, 你会如何选择?

not many read my blog now... and i can't think of 8 people who'll be bothered to read all the above traditional chinese lol. so i'll just tag yyy, chork, sheenie, and... zhaohan? :D

Gillian!

2008-02-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

Gillian.....

I still love you :)

Valentine's Day coming... that means Happy Birthday to Michelle Ye Xuan! haha. other than that... :'( LOL.

Kungfu Dunk

2008-02-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

oooh. zomgz i can't believe it. i actually watched 2 movies AT THE CINEMA in 1 week... LOL. what happened!?!? -.-!! that means im not fully utilising my rapidshare download account.... xD

went out with hanxu + chinks to watch Kungfu Dunk. lol i musthave been crazy to wake up so early in the morning to watch movie... at 10.55am. the whole cinema only got... 10 people? Yes, the show IS indeed very similar to Shaolin Soccer. AND it is significantly better than CJ7. so if u're deciding between these 2, choose kungfu dunk :)

after lunch, went with them +jian to fd's house to sing K! lol. surprisingly, its quite updated... there were songs up to last year eoy... hahha. damn funny. there was even the 敢敢做个开心人 theme song... xD

Apparently jian reads my blog from time to time lol. So... thanks jian for Heroes!! :)